Posts tagged smile without humor

More Karma

Food: 2240

  • 3 eggs w/ 2 pieces buttered wheat toast, coffee, hazelnut sugar free creamer, and hershey’s special dark syrup
  • Natural Peanut Butter, Banana, honey on wheat w/ 1% milk
  • Apple, 3 clementines, 5 Dove Dark Chocolates
  • Tofu, yellow/orange pepper sauteed in olive oil w/ garlic and onion over brown rice w/ red wine
  • Chocolate Peanut Butter Moose Tracks Ice Cream.

Exercise:

  • Long Reilly Walk
  • 50 toe push-ups
  • 50 hodgepodge sit ups
  • Spin Class w/ Leslie

So I jinxed the fat guy.  He didn’t show up last night to spin.  Neither did the creepy guy.  So that was cool.  There’s a new guy–the one who is sitting in my seat–loud guy.  He was there.  Good class last night.  The irony–at the end–Leslie commented that I had been working hard.  I laughed (without humor.)  Too little, too late.

This morning.  Starbucks.  Triple Venti Skinny Cinnamon Dolce Late.  I’m in a funk.  Whenever I feel negative I do something extra positive to counteract it.  So I paid for the person behind me’s Starbucks.  Then I drove off crying.  Everyone applauds me for saying nice things to people at practice/on facebook after Sunday scrimmages.  Yeah.  That’s to counteract the hate inside.  Really I’m just another asshole.  

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